Anna Martha (28) escort Pittsburgh

Beltway

I've reached the point in this relationship where i can't care anymore. Everytime i am my true self - i get walked over, taken advantage of, embarrassed and disrespected. I hate to become the heartless person that i used to be but i can see that's exactly where i'm going to end up. When things ended with B (an ex whom i dated way back) I hated him 100% because of how he treated me. The reality of it is that Mr. Man treats me the same. The only difference is that he doesn't hit me. So, i have to realize that for myself - but i have to realize that now. My love for Mr. Man isn't real. He isn't capable of handling my love. He is too broken, too preoccupied, too selfish to love me. He may even belong to someone eles. I can handle that cuz you know what? I been through 10 times worse sh**! I've been beaten, ive been chased, ive been degraded, ive had my independence and freedom taken from me, ive lived with a criminal and seen so many awful things happen in our house and this is what i can't handle?? HA! Tell that to the person you were during those years! She would laugh in your face. That girl wasn't too nice - she was strong. She stood up for herself! She said f**k the dumb s*** i can do bad all by myself - and she did! And even though she walked away from the man her heart loved for 6 years she came out a strong woman who could see through the games. Where did that woman go? Why did she turn soft??

Milwaukee

Well, it is Sunday night and nary a word from the OP. I think this is a clue that her loving bf didn't react very well to the news that what he was taking out of her for the past half year was what another man was putting into her.

Tenser

I think I might give him a hug or something because we leave to go back to our different colleges soon! Hopefully that won't scare him off.

Threats

I can only speak for my experience. I'm probably a male 6 or 7. And I'm quite used to dating female 8, 9's.

Hemsley

I guess you want to make us MEN like older women Capri,eh?